Theory

What is the essence of a theory? Is it an idea of originality? Is originality the key factor present within a theory? The most important pieces of the puzzle to the understanding of a theory is an open mind? While all of these are questions to understand when thinking about a theory, from my perspective the most important thing to grasp when beginning to try to understand a theory and with trying to understand any subject matter is to look at it in the most basic form possible. When understanding water what do we look to? The basic components of it which are H20... Through this set of systemic processes you are able to understand how the simplicity can lead to the larger. The inherent drive within all people is the understanding of all things abstract. Through the understanding of the abstract the possibility of enlightenment of knowledge can truly be possible. The many pieces of ideas that it takes to create a theory can be immense, but a wondering that I have is the possibility of a simple theory. One that is created from a very simple set of ideas, but facilitates the possibility of curiosity and wandering... Theory is what our world revolves around and has for centuries. Everything that exists in this world is constantly being thought out and specifically theorized in the abstract. So really it seems that only through the abstract are we able to understand simplicity...

Manifestation of a thought....

The thought that is manifested within comes from which location? Which location does a thought originally come from? The most simple and plain answer that I can come up with is past experiences. You might not see it, but the thoughts we are constantly producing is only the combination and culmination of many thoughts to create an overall great thought. The epitome of a thought comes down to multiple pieces of a puzzle to create one finalized puzzle. The difficult thing as with any thought is the changing of the picture on that puzzle. Thoughts change and evolve constantly, kind of like an ever ripening fruit, but it is only later that you will find out if that fruit has been eaten or decomposed and rotted away. The funniest part of understanding what a thought is and the culmination of a thought is the idea of how our thought process thinks out a thought and how it is actually mentally manifested as well. Without the alter ego to support your thought, question, second guess, and analyze this thought you would not be able to have any thoughts. As soon as you think of something the human mind is constantly analyzing and scrutinizing this thought and wondering if it will be acceptable in the realm of society where you have grown up or currently reside. Without having an alter ego you wouldn't have many good thoughts at all, and I would go as far as to say that you might not actually have any coherent thoughts at all. As human beings like to attribute and understand themselves as constantly being stable in their mind and somewhat normal we are all really just a little bit crazy. Don't we all speak to ourselves, whether it be on a subconscious level or on a conscious level? Just by thinking out loud or in your head you have really just established a second person because at that point are you speaking in the second person? Are you saying I? I know that when I think to myself I am constantly speaking towards myself through the you and I, as in the first and second person. The realization of how a thought is procreated only helps the individual scrutinize their own thought, but since you have already subconsciously scrutinized your thought then most likely you have already a somewhat polished thought that is only being polished consciously.

Taking a Break

What is in a break? Is a break a moment away from life? Isn't this your life? What exactly are you breaking from? Breaking from thinking too hard? Thinking too much? Thinking too long? So you have worked hard all day and you say you deserve something, what is it, possibly a break? Why do you deserve a break? Is a break the escape from reality into the dream world or second reality that people wish to live in daily? What are the things that entertain you, distractions? So when you take a break are the distractions that are helping you take a break really just a distraction from true reality? Do you want to live in a dream land or on earth? Does the abstraction of reality through distractions regress your intelligence? The understanding that we all live presently on this earth in this space and in this time is incorrect. Every person has their own space and own time due to perception, so can I even say that a distraction is for you as it is for me? Is it truly a distraction from reality if two people agree on it? If society perceives it as entertaining and manipulates our reality do we actually at that moment agree upon a truth and what is something? A break is in the mind. It is an abstraction of your consciousness and how you perceive reality. I took a break, but what did I take a break from?

To Each His Own?

A gripe with the phrase “To Each His Own”. I have a problem with the phrase “To Each His Own”. I mean truly everyone, think about it, what does that term actually mean? Isn’t it that it is an actual laziness to actually stating one’s opinion and is truly just the typical American attitude of everyone lets just get along. We are a melting pot and the only thing that will help us prosper is just accepting other people and their ignorant opinions? I agree with peace absolutely and it is one of my fundamental ideologies in life and a want for the world to act peacefully towards each other. The problem I have with “To Each His Own” is the idea that it bypasses true great conversation that can end up to be thoughtful and detailed conversation that makes people think and actually have cognitive processes and the discovery of other people’s cognitive processes. When I have an opinion and someone doesn’t like that and tells me, “To Each His Own” Really? Come on! Argue against me, tell me that you don’t agree with me, don’t tell me “To Each His Own”. That is a passive mind that really has no interest to experience life then. One important thing to distinguish for this, is, the fact that I am not writing off all people’s opinions and the minor ones that are irrelevant in daily life or about personal opinions about certain things for example, food, or personal taste, or personal perceptions of objective goodness. Basically, when I hear someone say to me “To Each His Own” has basically run out of things to say and has no strong arguments or really does not have much of an opinion and is possibly distracted by things that are irrelevant to things that are in the moment and the present space you are occupying in time. If you cannot argue and discuss subjects and try to consider both sides of the picture and possibly open your mind to a new perception, or try to influence another’s within the seconds of our lives that dictate our attitudes towards the outside world and eventually manifest themselves, then I cannot say that I wish to have a conversation with you. Be argumentative, say something back and disagree. You should not think that you cannot be friends with someone because they have some different opinions. Isn’t it important to surround yourself with peers that somewhat do not always agree with you? That way you can keep your mind open and realize that you are not always correct! Nobody is always correct and nobody is always wrong. When you strive closer to understanding this, then you will realize that through the collaboration of argument and discussion new paradigms will develop, which will only lead to a higher understanding of life…

Originality?

Does originality exist? Has originality or the mere thought of originality been merely constructed to form an illusion of greatness? An illusion of greatness that we can be and will be different and therefore perpetuate the continuance of the ideologies of society? I believe that in some sense true originality does exist, but then again true originality does not exist. The problem with something being able to exist and not exist at the same time is that how can something be and not be at the same time? It is because specifically dealing with time and the moment in space time that something can be and not be at the same time. Therefore, originality does exist sometimes and does not exist other times. Is originality simply a compilation of ideas put together in a new order to claim the right to originality? Or is it simply a brand new thought? It seems to imagine that anything could actually be a brand new thought because how would we know if these so-called original thoughts might be stemming from our subconscious? The point that I would like to make is that originality is perception.... Perception is what purely drives originality and how that originality is viewed by society. Is it not what others believe that dictate how your own idea or supposed originality is original? Originality, do I have any? Do I need any? Does anyone need any?

A True Ramble

and the actualization of the thoughts that can actually assume our way into the present can actually be seen into the fullest of the fullest of the fullest ways of being able to be able to be... too much and it will make you go crazy, and then warp, and warp into, and warp where? And warp only under there! Only under there will you be able to be able to think, keep thinking and don't stop! Thinking is important but the only important thing to understand that the thing that mostly resembles the most important inner thought of the complexion of the mysterious act of the unknown is the unknown. Only to the unknown will the forethought of the forethought of the front be fully aware to your fullest imagination that will be able to continue on the path of everlasting fullestness to the eternal and to the mindscape that is not always to the most impossible units of the dimension of reality.

We will see that the fullest part of our mind or brain is really not full or complete. Only because we have been programmed to think that we are full or complete. Can we be goldfish, can we attempt to look at things from a new perspective of digestion? Only through the moment of digestion that we are able to see the most intricate detail and then, boom, explosion into our mind that is inescapable, because inescabability is truly non-existent! Truly it is not existent, that the only way we can think of the most thinking that is possibly thinkable is that we must have a free mind, that is mostly irrelevant from other thought! Is that original thought? Irrelevant and non-tied to another subject or mouse! Non-tied to anything, non-tied to a subject once predisposed! But then here comes the sub consciousness. The sub consciousness is seriously just non aware, we do, we do, we do, and then we do, and we didn’t know that we did! We did and then we do, and then we didn’t know that we did, and then the thought actually just comes from the mind unexpectedly, and then the most intricate thoughts comes to mind from one spark of the imagination! One spark of the imagination and that spark is spark! BOOOOOMMMMMM! We can only see that the one spark will be sparked by nothing, by the sub-consciousness the subconscious thought that you didn’t even know you had that you thought was original and you thought was truly yours and oh so great, and your intellectual property was truly allll yours, but was it? Because nobody else said it? Oh wait!!! Someone else did say it! Someone else did say it absolutely, and you know where it is? IN YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS! It is stuck in there, there, it is there absolutely, and the thought that the most fullest thought is there , and that it isn’t original upsets people! We want to be original and new and something special and something new and great and awesome! BUTTT guess what, sometimes we aren’t and then again sometimes WE are! We truly are all special in the end, and then sometimes that we think we aren’t we are! And are we aren’t and we are and we aren’t and we are and we are and we are. From the only thing that ill ever be able to be think is that the one that will be thought, and your subconscious will actually just boom out things that you didn’t think you knew but it isn’t yours! It is not! Or is it?

Vivid prism

SO it does work… It works, can something work and not work at the same time? Double standards exist? YES, double standards do exist, I think that the furthest thing that is possible in the human cognition is the right to expel the possibility of the impossible, and treat it as the correct way to go, and without this right or wrong way to go, then it comes and it goes and then comes and goes. It is by this type of flow that we are able to start to practice in another dimension, start to think in a new way, and then start to believe in a new way. We will have found the ultimate point of perfection once we are able to begin to see light or at least clear colors. It is only from the thinnest point of importance that it is the same possibility that we are constant. Without consistency then we are able to have a much more pure and creative profile and see what we see as true. It is only through the realization of light that someone can see the possibility of thinning go to a capacity that it is possible for pure thought to arise. It is a belief that the trueness of guilt and trueness of truth can only be exponentially explained through a minor perspective, because once one person thinks they understand what is possible that will happen, then only is it ever more easy for them to try to comprehend a subject. It is only through the intriguing of a subject that one person might actually be interested, only if one person stays interested for an actual normal moment of time, which is one’s life, and by the way, that takes a lot of patience. We will only see at that point a true event really occur. Before the grappling of the possibility of the truth happens, then we will see nonsense rain upon us all and grapple society and culture.

Rain

Rain, rain, rain. What a great day for rain. Why should it be sunny when it can be rainy? Rain moistens, dampens, wetens, and even purifies the earth. Rain can make you happy even though it has a stigma of making people gloomy. Rain is great, don't you think so too? Water does not hurt anybody. When it touches your skin it is only refreshing and clean. Getting your clothes wet will not hurt your soul or your mind. Raindrops, puddles, ponds, wetlands, mini-lakes, lakes, rivers, seas, the world, all benefit from rain. Without rain what would we do? It would be one big desert, which would be incredibly dry - which sounds a tad boring personally. Most people condemn you rain because they cannot play, rain rain go away come back another day. I say rain rain come hither, it is you that makes me happy as well as the sun. It is like a great relationship which gives us the resources to let us all survive. Rain can let you concentrate, rain can let you think, rain can even help some people sleep, there are so many benefits to rain. The water that drips down all the roofs and sides of houses, eventually making the journey through the never-ending array of pipes that stream through the underground and eventually take the enormous breath of freedom as it is released into the river and eventually to sea, aaahhhhhh. Hither and stay, you can go away but come back another day.

What if the world was upside down?

What if the world was upside down? Would it have a global shift in powers? Or would we just look at the world in a different way. If North was South, and East was West, I think it would have a dramatic effect on the way in which we perceive everything. Do we have internal compasses? The ancient civilizations of Mesoamerica related direction with color, what if we do that on a subconscious level? Would our colors be all thrown off, or even possibly color blind? It almost seems unthinkable to imagine a world where we see the not above us but below us. Maybe hierarchy within the world has been structured in the Northern part of the world, where the Southern parts of the world are just truly below the super powers of the world, figuratively and literally. If this was the case, would the US and Europe be where Australia, the Southern part of South America, and the Southern part of Africa are currently? Would we believe that being north is inferior? Would South be superior? It is all perception, and the way we look at things, there is no one way or other way, it is just a classification to help us circumnavigate the globe. We are a ball, a ball spinning and spinning and spinning, once we get past borders, and lines, and dots, we will see that we are all truly on a place that technically has no end, there is no end or corners on a ball, it is round! A spherical object that keeps spinning in time, Earth has no judgements on people with different skin color or cultures, why should we?

Racialization

Don't Racialize yourself, don't profile, don't stereotype, don't pigeonhole yourself, don't categorize, don't label, don't tag, don't make a cliché out of yourself, make yourself yourself, but don't conventionalize yourself!!!

Weather

Please do not speak to me about the weather. Do not insult me by starting a conversation that starts with how much rain we had, do we not have better things to talk about? When you first meet someone, and the only thing that person can talk about is some hum drum subject like the weather or general subjects such as this, you know instantly that that particular person has no interest in you or the people around them. I know there is rain, and I know there is snow, and I know there is sun, it all exists, but please don't we have something better to talk about? Trust me, trust me, I am sure there is...

President's Day

Well today is presidents day... What a glorious day celebrating the nations first president, George Washington and other president Abraham Lincoln. They were such amazing people (ya because I knew them so well personally). That is the funniest part to me is celebrating dead people. Yes they had some great achievements but to me it seems that really they are just a couple of dead dudes. If they would have never made it to the presidency it seems to me we would have been celebrating the same holiday but with different names. What if the United States' first president was named Albert Kingsley Scottston. Wouldn't it seem to have just as much significance? And instead of Lincoln abolishing slavery what if a guy named Rupert Harold Docsmith had completed the job. The funniest part to me is that both of these gentlemen's birthdays do not even fall of February 21st. It is simply because they both have birthdays in the month of February that we celebrate this holiday on a completely arbitrary date. One thing that I would be curious about is the opinions of these late presidents, what would they think of our overly consumeristic, money hungry, capitalistic obsessive country? Would Washington think when he founded this nation, that oppressing helpless people with tyranny and obsessing about becoming the all time greatest Hegemon was in our best interest? Oh well, who cares, I get a day off from school right?

Class

In class.... Teacher lecturing, people texting, and people looking at their facebook page. Pay attention, should we? Talking about stats and important stuff for our lives? Or will this build upon to create a better life in our system? What are we learning? Are we being forced to learn this? Lecturing, words, letters, pieces of something that seems to matter.... I think it does. We are here, are we molecules? Kurtosis, skewed, and symmetric, funny goofy words of jargon that help us understand something. There are those days that we truly feel as if we are non-existant and the teacher is truly speaking in the Charlie Brown voice of horns and muffled mouths. Words that seem to make sense but go in one ear and fly out the next... School, everyday is not the same. I should pay attention...

Time

Time, time, time... I perceive time and you perceive time differently than I do. Therefore, nothing is synonymous? Nothing is equal, and nothing is original, or is everything original because of our perception? Time is conceptualized and digitized and quantified constantly, but in the end it truly comes down to what we make of our time and what we see in time, and how our perception effects the length of time we live... Time is here, and time is there, time is everywhere. Truly time does not exist, and time truly does exist. Why does one hour seem really fast one day, and one hour another day seem incredibly slowwwwwwwwwwwwww................ Time, it is a discussion throughout history that has to deal with every subject that has existed. Civilizations and cultures have put hierarchy into this world because of time. Obtaining time is something that is impossible. You cannot patent time, you cannot steal time, and you cannot buy time. What you can do is live in time, and in the moment, and in the present. Experience now, time, and your life will be much fuller. Everyone perceives time differently, what might seem like an hour for you, was a week for me.... Time is merely, how we perceive it!

Procrastination

So, I am a college student, and I am sure that I am in no different of a boat than any other student, in the sense that everyone procrastinates assignments and studying to some extent throughout their life. Now sometimes people are better than others at procrastinating, and really take it to the next level, leaving studying just till the last week of school right before Finals, which truly blows my mind. Procrastination is such a strange word. To procrastinate something means to delay something or put it off till another time. I have definitely completed this many times, and I feel great. Unfortunately, it doesn't always feel great. I feel as if some procrastination is always necessary in life to help push someone and get them motivated. What I am really getting to though is why do we procrastinate so hard? Is it all these cool little inventions, like the TV, computer, cell phones, or other random devices that are supposed to make our lives so much easier, but truly help us procrastinate more than we would without them? I understand there are ways of avoiding, but sometimes control can be harder for some people than others. How are your procrastination skills, and do they work on a daily basis?